のプロフィール

2009-12-06T19:44:00.001-08:00

MOVED.

Howitfeelstofly.blogspot.com

2009-12-03T10:44:00.000-08:00

kk mummy's home ((:

finally i got my new laptop & sims3!

* my sister found one strand of white hair even though i dyed my hair

i wrapped it up in a plastic bag'

Tmr i ll show it to my mum !

just to show her how much i had sacrificed for the stupid A lvls.

But for now, Sims3 's that matters :D

BYe bYE.

2009-11-25T00:27:00.000-08:00

hello i'm back!

I'm suffering a severe headache due to over- sleep/drama syndrome.
it's a happy one though'

will be back with more interesting updates!
Bye Bye thankyouverymuchh..

2009-08-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

May God be with me (:"

yj: I'd seen a doctor last night but i forgot to ask for a mc.
Her CT: This is such a lame excuse, pls text me the name of the clinic ASAP; i call n ask.

Yj: how??
Hm: just tell her; ok, i lied. I'm going to get a mc now.

2009-08-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

In Love with steven.

Prelims on friday , cant wait-.-
Shrawn just asked me to join their pub hopping event'
nice, just own me big time.

Anyways, Happy Birthday Karyin Lau (:
your good friend here is having tuition in 2 hrs time.

bye!

2009-08-18T20:13:00.000-07:00

When it gets hard & harder.

Didnt want to go school today'
splitting headache.
So i told mum in the morning tt i really couldnt get up;
she nagged abit & rushed for work.
Somebody's gonna hurt real bad when mum gets home :(

woo, CT just smsed me to take my maths test after school tmr!
great,simply made my headache worse.

its an irony'
i feel insecure doing nothing.

1. Chem McQ
2. Econs Prelim paper/ Khoo's hw
3. STUDY MATHS TEST -.-

,bye.

2009-08-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

i shld freaking put down everything n just study like everyone else :(
bye.

2009-08-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Xi 8 po :D

"Cancel Mock Exam!"
Couldnt remember any thing from the celebrations cept for the shoutings and the hip-hop dance!
insisted that we should totally put down our notes & enjoy ourselves.
Steamboat with ks club :D
I felt so much better now,
i think i can move on.

*you r really a xi 8 po

2009-08-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

The night is still early.

I'm still enjoying my mango pudding right now'
AT this rate i'm eating, i ll become obese;
Then, world hunger will worsen cos i ll end up eating everything.

Celebration doesnt feels like celebration alrdy'
With all these mock exams that are killing us ):
Its brian's bday today n i really wanna join them!
But becos of my stupid mock, i can only stay at home n suck my fingers.

at this rate i'm reading, i might become an economist!
nah, haha!
Chatting with sissy now with a makes no sense theme.

LEt's celebrate it in our own way :D

2009-08-06T03:54:00.000-07:00

lie beside me if you feel tired too.

i hate it when this screwed up blogger just made me forget whatever i want to say.
95 more days,
Its too scary.
i was supposed to study for my mock; but just because i forgot about the alarm'
i slept thru. I really want to kill myself then.
I'd already found the best spot to jump down & kill myself;
Just wait till one day when all of us break down.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

alright, gg out for buffet wif ks club tmr :D

2009-08-02T02:22:00.001-07:00

i wonder why my blogger just cldnt upload any photos.
but new ones are up :D
FaceBook!~

2009-08-02T02:22:00.000-07:00

i wonder why my blogger just cldnt upload any photos.
but new ones are up :D
FaceBook!~

2009-07-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

eeeeps. No, just not yet.

Thanks to wally, i became super stress.
I hope i can maintain this momentum for another 101 days aye :D

i kinda like this feeling,
all of us coming tgt & study.
No, Study sucks' but with you guys it doesnt seem that bad afterall!

p.s. an infinity outlines to do, bye.

just leave me alone for awhile, you ll be ok & i 'll try to be ok.

2009-07-27T05:55:00.000-07:00

if that's how the world goes'
i prolly just dont belong here.

I'm double upset now,
cos i couldnt find my maths ws ):):):

I hope the week just gets better.

2009-07-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

when life is hard, dont forget to smile.

gg tuition aint so bad afterall'
fellow mates just brighten up my day ((:

George: This girl would be in RGS now if she's not so lazy.
Hm: (Stares at the P6 girl beside) Really? Study hard ok!
George: No, i'm saying you.
Hm: Me? Why didnt u tell me earlier, like years ago?

then an hour ltr, this sec 4 boy made me laughed so much.
He was simply sleeping all the time. His friends were shaking him so hard, he still remain sitting up straight with his eyes close. impressive.
Then, George forced him to finish 3 more questions before releasing him.
George left the room, leaving me & the sec 4 peeps.

friend1: Damn hard, i want to go home leh.
friend2: should i tell him my mum wants me go home now.
Then, the very weird boy just took out his correction tape n "liquid" away the whole question.
boy: one more ques to go.
i burst out laughing.

oh, and i found out xinhao's brother is at the same tuition as me.
TOtally his smaller version which amused me.

Alright, school tmr.
1 more week to go
sucks, bye.

2009-07-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

i almost quarreled wif my best friend ytd'
becos we were trying too hard to protect ourselves so we ended up hurting one another.
i took a step back,i said i'm sorry even though it wasnt 100% true.
But i knew it was becus i really care, that was 100%
Then, i cld see those apologies she tried to hide'
she was worried abt me, she was sorry too (:

Ever since i was young, i can only see black and white.
What is right and what is wrong' i thought i could at least tell.
But now, many told me that many things appear to be within the shaded region'
hence, whether right/wrong is no longer significant.

i tired to tell myself it ll be ok, but its not ok.
Sincerity & honesty, something which i value most.
But again, what can i expect now when i'm not even honest to myself.
i'm not happy at all.
my heart has not changed but me, i'm a changed person.
i tried to hide my unhappiness, so much that i cant breathe.
i'm disgusted but i feel that i couldnt say anything.

hypocrisy and selfishness'
but what can i say, becus it applys to me too.
I'm smiling to all your mistakes'
it makes me scarier than you.

& u ll ask me '
i ll lie again,
cos thats how the world goes.

2009-07-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

ask a friend,

if something were to happen'
will you support me?

Isnt it obvious.

do you think i'm right?

doesnt matter if its right or wrong; i'll stand by you cos you're my friend ( :

i always believe in what i believe;
so its ok for you to believe whats yours.

the only thing i know is, love dont lie.

(:(:(:

2009-07-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Stineeey ( :

2009-07-13T05:46:00.000-07:00

In Love.

i was hit by the back & i 'm seeing stars :D

am i in love;
or mad already
i couldnt tell anymore.

* Tremendous shock from results

2009-07-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

Before Results, Lets get crazy (( :

you prolly wont understand why she did this,
you prolly wont know forever.

2009-07-07T20:21:00.000-07:00

Dear friends, lets stay positive ((:

Even if we didnt manage to cross the road becos of the red light,
It couldnt stop us'
we just slowed down.
its ok, we would be the first to go at the next green light.

2009-07-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

my sister was whining abt her ill treatments at cousin's'
but i couldnt really bother cos i was also abused by my mum & aunt
My aunt gave me bout 15 calls today to order me around'
& my mum screaming at me for the tiniest stuff,
gosh :((

Met up wif the girls,
Haven seen them for a long time :D
i couldnt believe that vanda took up swimming cos she's totally whiter than before.
we chatted only for awhile cos my bossy aunt kept calling me to go her house n get somethin'
its 11am now,
i just ended another conversation wif my aunt.

gg malaysia wif my aunt at the end of the year ,
"hurray" cant wait -.-

Meeting drey & 'tine tmr ((: Pray that i wldnt get lazy at the last min!!

2009-07-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

gloomy post mye with friends glowing in pink ard.

am excited in my own ways'
friends were all enthu abt hanging out & gg crazy,
while me like it at home, alone watching movies.

I'm just tired + lazy + old.
i ll consider it though if we re not gg to be under the hot sun, or diving through crowded places'
i promise to consider :D

anyways just watched a very sad korean movie,
its so sad that my heart is still aching though it had ended 30 mins ago.

To love someone is like brushing your teeth, you brush it becos u want to & not to show it to others'

2009-07-02T15:07:00.000-07:00

i'm going bzz ahh boom inside me.
it's 6 am in the morning n i felt so awake thanks to the tonnes of coffee inside me ( (:
i used tonnes becos i dont know how heavy/much is that,
N my best friends are still soundly asleep!
i guess i ll never know the answer.

i can see my grades for chem alrdy, i swear.
& i need a doctor real soon;
its sad, but i think it's chemi-phobia.

just visited chloe's blog,
erm. i really got no comment abt the song.
guess she really likes the song, cos she even provided us the lyrics' joke.

Last paper last paper last paper:
to do list: sleep fot 25 hrs++
Chill wif karyin
dinner wif ping
:D xoxo

2009-07-01T06:06:00.000-07:00

i feel stupid,
i feel sad.
I feel ugly,
i feel fat.

Shit those who are doing well for mid years,
i feel like a jealous brat.

2009-06-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

Me, in the room'
with my notes.
So lonely, As usual

i'm walking towards an exit which is so invisible.

Hello pals,
i miss ya.
i miss karyin,
drey & justine,
Chloe & xw,
ping & vanda.

Do you hear/feel my silent love?

friend: I've been studying for many hours.
hm: Are you sure you have the same 24 hrs as me?

2009-06-22T01:15:00.000-07:00

No Matter how hard i tried, it's not enough'
No matter how,
not enough.

2009-06-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

Everything is spinning ; i'm becoming dizzy.
Everything beautiful has become freaky.

2009-06-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

Eeep.Here goes another random day :D

Me may not go school tmr afterall, Sissy says "lets go swimming!"

P.s. My to-do-list became a toilet roll.

& i dont know whats wrong with my friend.

2009-05-31T17:40:00.000-07:00

When i was young, i wanted a bicycle very badly.
Every night, I prayed to God to give me a bicycle.
But none ever came.
After awhile, i realised God just doesn't work this way.
So i went out to steal a bicycle and prayed to God for forgiveness.

2009-05-31T17:17:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it takes a lifetime to know a person;
& sometimes, no matter how hard you try' you just cant figure it out.
So, are you in your fantasy? Or Am i in mine.

i'm sitting in front of my computer waiting for my fellow friends to msg me, but none of them did :( so i decided to just continue to wait & stare.
i'm gg to skip physics remedial, i'm not feeling that well. Both physically & mentally.
Didnt touch any of his homework'
When i say i didnt touch, i meant it. Like not even 0.001% of question 1?

So, i'm just going to wait & stare & wait 4 my fellow friends to save me.

2 more days to physics paper, wooo. cant wait -.-

2009-05-27T02:15:00.001-07:00

Stop, in the name of love.

2009-05-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

i ll tell you one day ( :
The rugby boys did that to the field; which i thought was cute :D it was kind of unclear cos i took it wif my phone.So, they wrote "we love kwok".
Yeah, i forgot to blog abt them winning the plate champion n stuff '
yes, i'm happy for them :))

i got weird friends,,
Justine is smiling to herself all the time' & sometimes abit out of control- like banging her head on the table.
Audrey is obviously in her own world.
Abel -.- x100000 times.
Benedict became a ping pong addict,
Jeremy who thinks i'm so fat that he can see my right ear even though he's directly at the other end of the classroom.
omg, did i forgot about zhikai ( do not even want to mention ).

Xiaowei was asking how's life lately n den she didnt reply anymore. Haha'
i think she's very sick now & i hope she gets well soon aye.
& i realised its been quite some time, we havnt sat down n just talk.
& chloe just gt irritated by me for asking her "fav" question, LOL.
~"have you start studying yet" ok, slap myself 100 times.

2 more days gp, wow hurray.Just got back my essay test from last week. horrendous. twist, i'm hopeless.

huimin: My mum gt psychic power. She claimed that she could read my mind cos she's the one who gave birth to me.Ridiculous, why all mums insist.I highly doubt so cos i seriously cant read hers.
karyin : -laughs-

Hello mum, not all mums can read their daughter's mind, u know.
Only for mummys like buddies;
Definitely not you.

2009-05-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

Grown up.

yay.Got all excited cos chloe invited me to her house for a swim :D

On the side note, its going to be a stressful week as gp paper is in a weeks time.
According to mrs leong; we are checking in now ( just like b4 getting up the plane & fly)' & obviously there's no turning back for many of us.Furthermore, how do we even improve our gp standards within 5 days?

3 ways:
1. Cramming. Read your notes on the bus;even when u eat or even when u shit. Think about it even when u sleep :D

2. Freestyle, Read whatever you like :D u might have a slight chance of passing. U may even pass with flying colours if u get lucky.

3. Sit down, meditate, pray. If you pass, i ll worship you.

other alternative, dissolve your notes in water & drink it up!

eeee, i havnt thought of how i want to study for gp. Might have some inspiration after exercising ltr ( wif karyin) ((: bye!

2009-05-20T00:41:00.000-07:00

I may be nice; but not all the time.i was being a bitter girl the entire week :(

I have no idea what's wrong with me' why am i angry all the time.
i was angry with my friend who threw things for me to settle cos she's not around;
i was angry with the girl who didnt do what i told her to immediately,
i was angry with my teacher when he said i was not trying hard enough'
i was so angry with my silly classmates when they said things which i thought was so childish '
which made me rolled my eyes & walked out of the classroom without a single word.

Not in an apologising mood. No sorry.

i was glad that i held back words, cos i seriously wouldnt want to hurt my friends like the way they did to me' cos i know it was all unintentional.
i wish i could be more like justine' wif nice temper & always speaking up for her friends,
i wish i could be a lil bit more xiaowei, who is just so focus in what she is doing,
i wish i could be more like audrey, who is constantly trying her best;
i wish i could shout it out loud, & just be like me :D

Huimin: i think i want ice-cream.
weicong: didnt you just had Mac? i thought u r on diet.
Huimin: Yes. but an ice-cream wont kill.
weicong: No Way. i'm not letting you to.
Huimin: WHY :((
weicong: Because i have to save you.

Seriously, i was so touched by him & decided not to have that ice-cream :)) Rather than the usual "just eat la, u re not fat anyways or eat la eat la, just be fat & ugly" He was so sincere that i could feel that he really want the best of me' Maybe thats the reason that i decided to make him myfriend ((:

Also randomly, i also want to show my gratefulness to xinhao & waltson ((:
i was really surprised that u guys are still willing to nag at me' & i felt so touched by the encouragements.

I guess you ll only see the shiny friends u have when u are directly at the bottom of a dark pit :-)

2009-05-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

This is a random post (( : i'm trying to convince myself that our class tee actually looks nice :D
it costs 10 bucks.
I'll protect our class tee ( class spirit!) no matter what;
Even when abel threatens to throw his away..

2009-05-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

You are my family :(i didnt feel any better' i feel sick - the illness is called cold war.
i'm supposed to complete some tutorials, if not i'll be worse by tmr'
But just give me a few more minutes to blabber on about my sad life ):

I was quite eager abt the buffet today, cos mr poh is treating us 50%.
But i ended up eating just a bit; cos maybe i just dont feel like eating.
Not that i'm feeling sorry for myself, just upset still though i dont know why'
Plus my camera sucks'' 80% of the photos ruined- all blurred;
i 'm nasty & decided to blame dean for his poor photography skills.
Then S,X,M,D,J&B + drey &tine' headed town to get lyn's present,
i tagged along cos i want to drain some energy & i dont want to go home.

So i was sharing wif drey & justine & maybe ben about my runaway plan'
& i was glad they offered their house :D its childish, but i was glad that i ll have somewhere to go if i have nowhere else. If u were thinking how bad cld it be..I ll tell you it is bad.
The worst thing you could ever do is go on strike against your family' even u hate it- you ll always lose.

Note to Ang2:
i'm very mad at you right now, but i guess even so we should just peace since we couldnt ignore each other forever. Maybe you ll think it's nothing' but i must tell you everything u said hurts & they are very very mean. I'm not saying i'm entirely right but i dont think i deserve this'
& i totally deserve an apology? You dont have to remind how a loser i am' & as a family, all i ask for was faith & encouragement. Furthermore, i'm not expecting anything from everybody' hence even if you all do not care; well, just leave me alone. Anws, i hate you guys for putting words into my mouth, u know u hate it too so why are you doing it to me. I dont freaking care whatever nonsense people say abt me, no matter how bad. But if its you, its unforgivable. I'm not whining but just making my stand clear. If you sincerely think i'm making a scene' o well, simply just ignore my message. bye bye.

Some more pics soon!!

2009-05-10T17:42:00.000-07:00

that's scorning.
portraying yourself - high & mighty?
digusting.
Pretending that you know me inside out when no, you know absolute zlinch'
reprimanding me being insiatable?
did u even offer to help when u see me dying?
no, u just make it worse.
so i ll just appreciate if u just shut up.
i dont care if you ll feel apologetic, cos i highly doubt so'
When you are hurting others, it makes you a jerk.
Dont worry i ll make this short & sweet;
in other words, you are just like them all.
Clowns

2009-05-08T18:40:00.000-07:00

Were you disgusted by my sad stories too?

Watched a movie with my sister last night'
its a very sad story;
i'm totally disgusted by the world.

2009-05-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

if i cant shelter you from the pouring rain; i would just walk with you.

Randomly, Mrs Leong's word came in mind.
I rmbed once i complained that XX & YY keep snatching the places i want to sit.
Then she snapped, Stop whining! since you were the one who let them take it.

I realised how true it was now' i felt terrible cos i couldnt rebark since i was the one who brought misery to myself.
So i want to tell you, its pointless crying to people what terrible things had he done to you;
Cos ultimately you should question yourself why did you let him in the first place

Lau Kar yin pang seh/ignored/forget abt me today.
Do not do that again, me no like it HAHA
So anyways, today wasnt that bad cos i got to catch 17again wif my classgirls (( :
We ended school at 130, managed to get tickets for 1.40 slot at jp (Backrow);
amazed how we did it? Lynette ran damn fast :D
I regretted not watching it wif my sister, so that i could save 1 sms to tell her how handsome ZAC EFRON is!!!!!!!
haha, we were screaming throughout the whole show.

2009-05-04T17:22:00.000-07:00

OFFICIALLY 19 (( :i have no choice but to upload this, our only group photo aye. Please dont look at me & my fat face ) :

Look at the photo, yea thats my only birthday cake ( cos mama only bought me a slice of choco cake) :D Thank you girls for preparing it in school, though i was asked to cover my eyes for million years, i was really happy. Chloe, i dropped your card on bus cos its so funny. Do not use chinese ever again, since your standard is really bad aye' haha.

Also, i want to thank the 11 people who came for the steamboat (: including my classmates & my favourite girls. Xw & chloe, I love you girls too, I didnt invite u guys cos xw said me & chloe shld celebrate tgt, rmb? & chloe said you gt smthin on on sat. So, stop complaining! LoL.
Steamboat was great,, i ate so much that i instantly felt fatter. Then, brian came wif his gf.
He supposed to send us back, but he took too long drinking wine & we decided to cab back. Hey dude, if u rmb, u still owe me a happy birthday + 3 scoops yea.

& Finally, thanks to those who rmbed my birthday & send me a sms :D i'm very touched, cos its sincerity isnt it. Esp to Teckwin (see this man!), who were busily playing mahjong at qijun's place the other day. & weixiang, whom i haven met for a long time! Hmm, i have many friends' but i guess the true friends are those who wld rmb your birthday & wish to celebrate it wif u on that day (((( :

Thank you guys, i'm really happy although 19 is a bit old now.

& to my special friend,
hey, do you know i'm really angry wif you when you said that you couldnt make it that day. But when you showed up, i read your card, & i instantly felt sorry for you. I totally understand your plight but its just we couldnt understand what are you doing. That isnt love girl, Cos hes hurting you too much. If u think u ll be happier to continue living in yours & his lies' i would tell you its wrong. But regardless what your choices are, you should know that we love you.

2009-04-29T03:20:00.000-07:00

Wishlist
I wouldnt blame you as long as i feel your sincerity.
1. Pass my econs test, which i totally screwed up by seeing Vietnam as Thailand

2. Break my leg somehow to skip napfa

3. Try climbing into the school by our secret "dent"; so that i can get extra 3 hours sleep just like xiaowei (( :

4. Losing 6 kg in a day?

5. Bitch with chloe & bernice again; i totally teared after laughing too much today.

6. Somebody offering to do my homework :D

do i look like a goldfish? in what ways, Mr Sanji.
Anyways, 2 secondary boys were walking behind me &

Boy1: Wah really damn short aye, really damn short.
Boy2: Short? what is short.
Boy1: Omg, look at that girl. Her Skirt is super short.

6.45am remedial' noone is happy except xiaowei,
I feel worse den dying, neh nehs.

2009-04-27T03:20:00.000-07:00

I almost believed in what they say.
i feel like a total loser today : (
Cant even do the tinee winee stuff well.
ALright' I guess life is full of ups & downs, just like the roller coaster!

Thanks Karyin,
Your 2.4 L ice cream totally cheered me up :D

They stare at you, & you instantly become pathetic'
They would say that they were very sorry but deep inside you knew that they were lying,
They pretend that they know how much you are in pain yet they were actually happy that you were the one suffering, not them.
If you are really sorry, why would you make everything worse.

Met Vanda on Saturday,
Giving her a birthday treat but she chose a plate of salad -.-
We had a really short time tgt, but it was great.
Should meet up soon.. You too, suping.

2009-04-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

Everything is this world breaks,
his promises;
My heart.

Everyone is extremely busy with extra lessons, mugging for upcoming tests.
Everyone is having a bad time, foul mood.
I know the worse is yet to come, we ll have to do our service learning, worry abt our testimonials. Worst of all, there's another round of streaming.

I really want to interact more, but time is really not being helpful'
i guess i ll just try my best, everything else would have to wait till after As ):
Anyways, Today's BnJ's Day/ but everyone says they have homework to do.
O dear, what has A lvls done to my innocent friends'
To think i was happily eating ice cream wif tofu last year & this year i feel like puking seeing one.
Only my sister is so excited abt it -.-

refer to chloe's blog for her homework list, mine is x2 long! no joke LOL
But i shall play cheat n take a lil break :D meeting ky tmr, hope i can persuade her to catch a movie with me :D i think thats all, bye!

Thurs remedial, 6.45 AM

2009-04-18T19:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY JASINTHA CHOO ( :

Do not mention our age'
we ll get angry LOL
ytd celebrated drey's birthday in town ( : although its just a few of us, it was quite nice aye.
We should hang out more!
I'm glad that my blogs have pictures now, colourfulllll'

ok shant rant abt homeworks now'
i feel childish.
How old alrdy still cannot manage time properly, sigh.

2009-04-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

Monday's blue? green, orange or purple ( :

i feel satisfied'
nothing went wrong despite being a monday :D
its a good start to the new term aye,
i did some homework! like bout 0.1%
i shall continue to be a good girl.

Justine was funny today,
She told us that one guy came to her door & ring the bell for 5 mins at 11pm,
she got scared & called the police! But the guy ended up coming all the way to her house just to return her wallet. LOL
I wannna squuueeze her cheeeeks (( : U shld see her swaying to the music.

Karyin was being pessimistic & predicted that i would take the "left overs"
James says that when women hit 25, you only take left overs HAHA.
Errr, kinda freaking us out!
A secondary school boy asked if i have a boyfriend today,
counted? haha, at least its a good start :P

Peer coaches have to go back school on saturday! Bye bye my weekend..

Dennis : Air contains 78% Nitrogen... it does not contain Hydrogen!
Benedict : (:O) Do you produce Hydrogen when u fart?
Dennis : Then, do you see fire when u fart ?

LOL.

Random: The guy in bruce Almight did.

2009-04-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

I would hold you for a million years, to make you feel my love (:

Homeworks piling up again, & thats when i really hate my life alot alot.
somebody simplify my life man, its not easy aye'

complexity,hypocrisy;
i'm just too tired to care anymore.
Tired & frustating to even put on an act'
why do i even bother.
Schoolwork is getting more intense, i think i need to start planning all my study program.
Needa progress :D

Say bye bye to my social life once again T_T
gp test on monday, Goood luck to me.

Hm: why wont u reply my msg.
Dennis: Cos u call me Dennis! no manners -.-

2009-04-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

Woohoo. new skin (( :
i like how easy it is to dress my blog differently'
unlike in the past, codes are terribly confusing & painful to read.

Couldnt stick my butt to the chair, in other words, my homework is not done yet.
I ll find excuses such as,
i didnt buy my shorts today ):
theres pe tmr ):):):
Mrs Tan gave a very long speech -.- i know, it makes no sense.
Abel injured his head, he might become a vegetable :D
i need a longer rest for the longest route ahead..& so on
You see, its really not a good day for homeworks.
Gee, cant wait for class outing on friday!

P.s. Dennis(my chem teacher) dont reply msgs. He sucks!

2009-04-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

Murthy stared at me -.- She STARED at me' basket!
Then, she went " Omg, where's my bottle of gummies!?"

Savoring the candy in the mouth, smiling wily. Yes! sweeet revenge (( :
Obviously i did not steal her candies, someone else did LOL what i did was to eat.
Gp was so boring as she's gg thru the common test summary forcing us to rephrase'

Mrs Murthy: Cellphones are new. Rephrase!
Audrey : its fresh! fresh!
Benedict : its so not long ago.
Jeremy: its a virgin.

alright, i thought that was kinda funny :D

Today's rugby match was awesome. I screamed sibei loud for my friends ok!
Abel's damn goooood, he scored twice.
Bryan's good too.
er,, i think i ll prolly praise them tmr. Er, maybe not. LOL

2009-04-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

Ugh! You're so horrible.i had a great laugh when i saw abel's AQ' Mrs Murthy is sooo funny!!
Not saying that i 'm doing much better; in fact i think i did worse.
Got only 3 marks by writing 2 full pages -.- W...T...H

talked to random friends recently.
Surprised that many initiated a conversation wif me (:
i was reminded of many fond memories , told of their boring lives & hopeless love stories.
i found them interesting but at the same time it makes me contemplate.

I used to think relationships can be easy'
What could so difficult as long as we love each other.
However slowly, i found out that its so not true.
Its impossible to be 100 percent honest to another person, its impossible to give a 100 percent.
Even if you do, life's never fair. You dont get what you deserve to get back ):
Forming relationships may seem easy, it may be sweet.
Conversely, at the same time it may hurt someone as bad.
Honestly i think evrything in the world sucks now'
i dont know what we can look forward to anymore..

i'm turning scary' LOL. Dont worry' i got lots of love to give :D just that i want to share it wif my friends for now.

2009-04-03T23:13:00.000-07:00

When 2 Worlds Collide ..One of the greatest week :D
Cousin's overseas, leaving an empty apartment for just me n sissy.
Got this chalet feeling' wooohooo.
However, i got really sick & didnt even attend school on thurs & fri.
So i ended up watching tv, prey on all the well-hidden sodas & play with my niece's toys-.-
both of us just neglect our homework & slack, won-der-ful life.

i got to watch some of the old dramas which are really nice' cos i'd finished BBF ):
Then, we talked' really nicely. I think i like to talk to her actually, if we dont fight.
Talking abt friends, love & results. Ok, my results! i failed chem again; nabei. The rest was okay' excluding gp. And there's still alot of things in my mind, but i just cldnt vommit out :o

brian: what's wrong wif you?
hm: my throat hurts & i really think gt ulcers in my throat!
brian: ok, drink plenty of water. But dont tell the doctor that, he ll laugh at you.
hm: uh-.- who's the one who told me throat can have ulcers, Audrey~!

2009-03-31T05:11:00.000-07:00

UGLY TRUTH REVEALS..Grabbed this cute lil pic from my cousin's facebook. She's studying in England now; & i really really wanna fly over now.

During physics,
Mr Koh: i really fear death. I fear being nothing, i fear losing everything. If i have a choice, i would rather be a vegetable; at least i'm still there.
Prashant: Ha! but you ll be digested.

LOL.

Stayed to watch Rugby Match' Must support my lil indian friend!
Abel's super rough, but he's good :D

2009-03-28T18:08:00.000-07:00

yipee yippy yay yea

Transformation from zombies to hungry ghosts.
Desperation for liberation after our last paper, we have to go out even though we havnt slept well for a week.
zouk is our perfect destination to get wild & a lil crazeeee (:

B4 that it was kinda rush rush, cos we thought there's only 3 of us' aud,jus & me.
Met at town at 9, den 9.15 we gt out tickets to phuture & at 9.30, we caught a movie at lido'
finally phuture bout 11.30.
Yl stole a bottle from her house & was happily sharing wif audrey cos me & jus cldnt drink.
Den, yl offered to help me draw eyeliner. Stupid girl, i should have known..
Despite insisting she's okay, her shaking hands told me all' Then, she spilled the whole bottle of eyeliner on me. I spent so much time wif jus in the toilet cleaning myself. & i'm really grateful cos she'd been so nice cleaning my dress without complaining' i really thank her for being so patient. 'tine was worried bout the other 2 girls when we were done, cos they were like gone.
hm: hmm, dont worry i think we wldnt hav gone anywhere w/o us.
jus: ok, but where are they. ( back to the riverside)
hm: oh no! dont tell me they'd fell into the river :O
& ltr, we found out they were inside phuture -.- Hey yl, i'm not angry wif u kays. I'm just in a bad mood when i feel messy. & girls, i'm fierce cos i'm worried yea!

Back to the club, the girls were alrdy super high.
yl cldnt really stand properly & were pulling me & aud's clothings' & busily kissing us.
Justin's virgin visit to the club, & was enjoying herself. she's so cuuteee when she dance!!!
Then, we joined ls & her friends & also yk & the boys.
The dancing part was really fun, & i'm really enjoying every single moment as i'm prolly the only one sober ard.
Its so funny to see the guys beside us trying to push yk away when he kept disturbing yl, cos maybe they thought who's this crazy drunkard thats distubing the girls. & seeing how the guys ard laughed at us cos they prolly think yl's so funny.

Everything's been great till the ending part. Met tx though, i was thinking of asking him out recently as i havnt seen him in 4 yrs. I think fate is funny like that' u ll always meet ppl u wanna meet unexpectedly.He look diff & tired, but i was glad he could still call out my name lol. The girls took a cab home & i was left wif the guys. I cld see them dying but they insisted taking train wif me. They were still gentlemently despite being drunked & tired, i'm really grateful too (:
I felt so bad cos they could just take a cab home after sending me to the station.
So afterall, i enjoyed my night & hope to hang out wif the girls soon!

Its a severely long post. i dont care!
Its been so long that my life is so happening :D

2009-03-24T18:17:00.001-07:00

Fell deeply in love with this song; ever since the first time i heard it ((:

Anyways, update soon!
Summationing now.

2009-03-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

4th day.
I got no comments,
still impressed wif my own calmness :D

2009-03-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

i need peaceeee.

i cant study at home, i cant study anywhere'
i cant study anymore...

):):): x10000

2009-03-13T18:56:00.000-07:00

2009-03-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

i know how it feels to fall..
GP's crappp'
to think i studied so hard for it.
i'm gg to go on strike for today,
i ve used so much energy last night; i want it back ):

Paper 2 was worse,
abel did not write a single thing as he claimed that his brain just went blank.
its was so difficult, my brain snapped.
The passage was on boredom, the author felt that being bored is being depraved. Such that people usually resort to violence when they feel bored.
How is this relevant to your society.
Eh HEllo, Why would you kill someone out of boredom anyways.
Everyone cares to enlighten me?

hmm, i m really really bored now'
i might kill anyone i see.

Today, MR.c made a speech about spiralling downwards.
i felt that it's very true' jc is all about going upwards,
Once you fall, you just keep going deeper.
i know the pain'
cos i fell before.
All the way from the top to the very bottom.

2009-03-12T02:53:00.000-07:00

A beam of sunlight, a beaming smile. yeah you re right, i'm endothermic (:

Life's like a game.
The rule i hated most was that we are all individuals'
either i win or lose'
there's no win-win situation.

the battle starts, & reality sucks.
Either you charge or die'
only the fittest shall remain

here i chant my chanting script, je-ree-meee-y'
ok, i 'm ready.

2009-03-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO everybody, On your STUDYING Mode Now.gp is on friday. o shit' i can feel my brain's overloading with poverty&mass media ..
haha; not that i'm well prepared but i just want to make myself sound smart ((:
i think i'm rather happy recently, my hormones are working fine again.
i'm weird, like that.

i'm the peer coach, & i am really excited about it Ha'
Except the fact that i have to go back to school during the study break to attend some silly course;
F**k kay.
Come on pals, one more week to go'
do our best, i'm sure we ll be okay :D

Studied wif bird (why wld audrey thinks that you dont look like one, weird.) & xw at the library. We re like studying at snow city la' freeakkking cold can. Can somebody find me the main switch, in case i'm going back there. We re discussing abt poverty & we realised that the examiners like the question: "do you think that the dev.ctries should continue to give aid to the poor ctries?"
Duh.
its like asking, "Should the teachers give more hints to the more stupid students(like us)?"
Right?
haha, Whenever i'm tired i wld chant _jeremy_'s name. see. how competitive am i :O

2009-03-07T20:44:00.000-08:00

No, i'm not Sacarstic.
-post locked-
why are you so pissed' before you unleashed your unhappiness,
think about yourself. Cos maybe you re loathsome too. So i dont understand where all this anger comes from` or maybe you are angry cos u re one angry person.
p.s. do not roll your eys at me.
On the side note, i'm really happy for my many friends who did well for their A lvls ((:
i was quite lost that day, occupied with thoughts of how would i have done if i took the exam.
I think what i need is more confidence + time to sit down & really study.
Walt did really well with straights As, & being really nice to offer his free time to teach me.
thanks for those who encouraged me when i needed them most.

guess what, i seriously hate what i'm feeling now.

2009-03-07T02:43:00.001-08:00

Had a short/unproductive study session with Miss Ang2. We ended up eating & slacking after doing like 1 question? Anyways, there were 2 guys sitting beside us. They were blasting music like seriously damn loud. My sister was busily rolling her eyes at them but the guys were too engrossed in their own mini session & simply didnt catch her hints. Then, i wrote this post card
to shut them out. It worked, they left very quickly. HA' so they know what is paiseh afterall.

2009-03-06T03:31:00.000-08:00

When no other words can describe how i feel now. -post locked-
Today is the day. God has to show me my mistakes'
i can feel his breath on my ears, like whispering so softly..
See. You re wrong; you got it all wrong all along
( :

2009-03-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

who's the one who told me all answers on portal -.-
hate you.

8:38pm
its bedtime :D
you didnt see wrongly'
its Singapore's time.

nights!

2009-02-26T03:29:00.000-08:00

My sister decided that she would join AVA as her cca'
Claiming that its decent & most importantly- slacckkkk.
Loser to the max can!
One look i know its my sister, dont need any dna test.
Welcome to the club babe :D

2009-02-25T05:59:00.001-08:00

abel :" oh my god, i'm good. I think its in my blood!"
Teh-Tarik anyone?
Hm: what are you doing behind/under my chair?
Jeremy: I was trying to be in the photo.
Although school can be quite dreadful sometimes, its also a therapy for me (:
With silly boys & bimbotic girls to make my day.

p.s. Bryan has the biggest mouth on earth >.<

2009-02-23T02:35:00.000-08:00

During gp discussion today,

Mrs murthy: Globalisation disconnects & connects the world both at the same time. Zhikai, giv me an example.
Zhi kai: Pornography? It disconnects girls & guys & it connects the guys in the whole world (:

haha,
obviously nobody was listening to her lesson.

Today, i was released at 130 cos dennis decided to be real nice.
Tmr, he wanted me to stay back till 5 to do my chem test.
how could he do this to me!?
One day, i'm the luckiest person & the next day..
Ok, just give me a knife now.

2009-02-21T19:03:00.000-08:00

If only, i can erase Everything away so easily...we 're still kids back then'

i simply erased the long chain of words by pressing the dlt button'
if only i could do that to my brain..

It sucks.
Sucks when you know that u have to say it all out but'
knowing that nobody would understand,
you can't.

i think i need to see a doctor, like seriously.

2009-02-19T22:55:00.000-08:00

**
my mum forced me to make an appointment with the gyne.
Very reluctantly, i called the clinic'
& the lil coversation was like..

Nurse : Hello.
hm: I want to make an appointment.
Nurse: Erm ok, what's the problem?
hm: Prob? as in with me? how do i say it.
Nurse: So you re pregnant?
hm: erm, maybe not? its just that there's smthin wrong wif my menstrual cycle.
Nurse: hmm.. thats right. You re pregnant. ok see you. bye bye.
hm: roll my eyes* yaya ok.

I cldnt prove my innocence anymore, even if i jump into the yellow river. no more. (T_T)

2009-02-19T17:53:00.000-08:00

To think chloe was telling me how much she wanted the virus,& i got it the next day.
gastric flu ):
i feel like puking all the time;
so that my class boys thought that i was pregnant.
haha, maybe the doctor was right afterall' there's a baby inside me man :D
I'm feeling so miserable now, the baby might come out tmr.

On the train, i grabbed a woman's handbag so tightly cos i'm gg to fall.
you should see how angry she was' HAHA, like i want to rob her like that.
But that was not the worst part.
When i alighted from the train, i saw the sign & i almost fainted.
like, where the hell am i!? am i lost or something. i was scared.
WTF k, what do u mean by joo koon?! What happened to "Boon Lay".
So, i didnt care what train i took;
as long as it brings me home ((:

it hurts me so badly when i see you hurting'
i wanted so badly to hold you in my arms,
only if i have the courage..

2009-02-18T17:21:00.000-08:00

i'm totally insane over lee min ho.
He really own can'
He is really good looking, & he has dimples :D
he's really super handsome when he laughs, he crys, even when his back is facing the camera.
if i see him in real life, i think i can faint.
Oh my god, justine must watch bff kays'
Cos this guy is fcuking gorgeous!
but i must admit he looks like jerry yan in some way.

2009-02-18T00:02:00.000-08:00

hello, the picture shows Mark( abel's friend).
Haha`you shld see abel's disgusted -What? you re
stalking my friend's face.
The picture was super unclear cos i took it wif my phone during assembly today.
He was sitting so far away yet i could still see him ((:
I'm infatuated with his dimples; only his dimples ok!

anyways, today 2 pj guys sitting behind me on the bus were actually discussing abt me :O

b1: She's sleeeeeeping.
b2: yea, she's a crescent girl.
b1: how u know! u'd actually seen her before!?
b2: yea, saw her during the trials. ( i was actually wearing aud's shirt-.-)
b1: Crescent girl! x100 times. ( he was actually calling out for me, which was so irritating?)
b2: eh! let her sleep la.
b1: ya, i think she's tired. (-.-) So do u still see her ard in school?
b2: yeah, during pe. She was playing catching, i think. ( oh my god! justine. LOL)
b1: haha, i nvr see her b4. what cca she's from?
b2: i dont know? but i think she's not frm merit sport?
b1: yea. Maybe she gt external CCa. Softball?

OK, thats funny/irritating?
Someone's actually stalking me :O x1000
he prolly thought i'm some j1 la -.-
And, u wont see me anywhere? Cos maybe becos i'm ccaless? LOL
i'm in the low profile club :D

i was angry with the world, den nobody, den myself.

2009-02-16T03:14:00.000-08:00

hello people.
a lil update abt my valentine ((:
Spent the special day wif my special friend'
karyin,
a friend whom i trust,
& love her for she is! ( dont fly! lol.)

i think all the cute guys finally come out on val's day'
but they're all attached. ha.
i think i dont mind a boyfriend now,
if i can find somebody cute & sweet :D

i hope the rest of my friends had enjoyed val's day
as much as i did.

2009-02-12T02:30:00.000-08:00

It sucks to grow up & find out that everyone's different from you.
i shall learn to accept & love all my friends for who they are (:

anyways, i think it was pretty amusing abt what happened at the clinic today.

Doctor : i think i need to do an urine test. ( pregnancy test )
hm: What? doctor, i gastric pain leh.
Doctor : Just do it.
hm : ( annoyed ) no need. I swear that i'm not pregnant.
Doctor : kay, i ll believe you if you do the test.
hm: i'm not virgin mary -.-
Doctor : You never know, Scan first. Maybe there's a baby in your belly alrdy.

i didnt do the test afterall, becos the queue was terrifying. So, i sort of ran away.
Karyin was like, maybe she mistook your fats as a baby.
Thanks ar!

SO, i visited ky at Changi.
Studied abit & went home wif her.
Havent seen her for quite some time, & i think i'd missed her very much :D

maybe i dont know you afterall.

2009-02-07T18:21:00.000-08:00

ytd, met these girls to study.
nice place at lido ((:
but its too much of a distraction to me'
like food all ard, cute guys walking pass or disgusting couples..

i seriously dont feel good now,
i'm kind of disgusted.
better keep it to myself now'
in case, some people...

gotta go n do my hw,
meeting yl later
Ciaos.

2009-02-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

happy 19th!!
i think birthdays just get simpler each year.
i think it was quite funny how we sang the bday song so softly,
me van brian lihao & the bday queen, ping.
ok, now she owes me a cake n brian owes me ice cream (( :

Someone says that my blog's emo-.-
brian, i'm not emo kays.
Its just my personal reflections, ha.

2009-02-03T20:23:00.000-08:00

i was chided for skipping school.

i hate it when she's treating me like some incorrigible brat.
i'm gg to 19 ok!?

Urgh,
this week's screwed up anyways'
I ll just face the consequences when the time comes.
for now, i'm gg out :D
its suping's bday.

2009-02-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

What are you hiding under that mask?
i dont even wanna think about it.

i do wonder, why are you like that.

alright, i guess i got no time for superfluous matters.
i'm busily keeping up with the joneses'
Some bondings to do with my class, my notes & my tutorials.
i got many many things i wanna do,
so i shall not be bothered with you.

my sister moved.
The room is quiet & empty now ):
no one to listen to my whinings alrdy, i think i'm gg to cry/sleep.

ok, i think i can forgive you.
Cos' i hate you as much as you hate me, bastard.
Hate is a strong word, but i really really dont like you.

2009-02-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

yl's house on sunday.
its been a rlly long time since i visit her house, which is used to be my 2nd home (:
When i last went, her hamsters were still babies.
Now, they gave birth to 2 batches of rats alrdy.
The only 2 guys that came (Fy& alvin) left b4 the bbq.
I was trying so hard to finish the food on the table,
i gave up halfway, cos the food just kept coming.
Then the hockey girls were like jamming, Cos yueli have this very nice new drumset.
I took it down wif my camera but decided not to upload it cos i might just get killed. You shld see their reaction when i told them i'm putting it up on youtube. Suuuper funny.
Den we played wii too.I was under So much stress when pairing up wif yue yue.
i can still rmb how she stared at me when i lost the minigame.oh my god.

Today,
My sister started complaining abt her school.
Apparently, she got into AJ & I dontknow how she did it.
So,
When the principal was talking , there's this girl who was taking down notes. My sis was shocked &wanted to take a glance, but was immediately stopped by the girl. She used her hands to cover.
Very smart, Kiasu Queen.
Then, another person beside her was like chanting"i want to go NJ" continuously.
Its driving her crazy.
I was pretty amused, Its really a strange world outside.

2009-01-30T02:15:00.000-08:00

"i feel like vommiting when i think that you were actually laughing behind my back."

i think it was a bad day for me, at least i thought it was.
My hair was in a mess , i forgot my jacket, my ezlink card has zero dollars.
i forsake my maths hw cos i was doing my econs essay last night?
Mr khoo>Mr poh.
Ok, & i almost fainted when mr poh says he's giving me a blue form.
ok, actually i didnt really care. I was numb of forms alrdy'
Gotten a rainbow of them last year.

Then, i laughed for a lil bit when ben was frowning while writing an apology letter to mr yap.
It was hilarious' the whole grp of them was punished cos they decided to take a short-cut for their 2.4 run. They walked across the field-.- & Ben ended up copying zh's letter. Ha'
Then, i cldnt laugh anymore when i saw yap at the canteen. i heard he was enraged, i skipped pe for the consecutive 2 weeks. Now, i hope he wont google his own name & find my blog.
Then, i recieved a box of chocolate frm mr lee for topping chem test (:
i passed physics test too.
Then, Murthy praised me for writing a good paragraph for AQ.
Then, i felt everything's too good to be true.
Its supposed to be my bad day today, i sticked with my belief & felt really bad still.
hahaha, i am a joke.

Mr khoo's son so sweet,
He decided to be thoughtful by saving some water by turning the cap only by abit.

2009-01-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

lets go auntie's house!
we were glad that we went over despite being super lazy.
Had so much retarded moments,
but it was so much fun (:
Ok, ah bi is getting more retarded now.
His current fav line " hit me baby one more time."

2009-01-25T18:10:00.000-08:00

she roared;
millions of edged daggers came pouring out of her mouth'
i was defenseless.
Feeling contented with her triumphant damage done,
she walked away from me;
leaving me staring at the sky covered by clouds like bruises.

2009-01-17T22:26:00.000-08:00

幸せな週末。

i seriously think its your fault if i fail my review tests next week :P
HAHA, joking.

2009-01-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

Its friday- thank god.
physic test was a disaster.
the good thing was that i managed to push myself to study for it,
& the bad thing is i'm still goin to fail.

gp makes me feel stupid, i dont likeit'
Everyone seems to know all the ministers in the world.
Sorry lor, i dont know them very well.
why cant they ask ques like who's the most popular singer now, or who's that hottie.
confirm distinction (:
ok, now i feel stupid.

i cant get enough of fridays.

2009-01-14T05:13:00.000-08:00

The stress is x2.

paranoid, maybe.

i hope the time would just stop & let me complete my homework.
An assignment can make me shiver'
i'm so scared i ll be left behind again;
i swear.

hey, why am i going through this seriously,
Struggling to survive just like the butterflies;
breakin through in order to fly.

its just..
sad. Everytime i try so hard to make things right, it always goes wrong.
how i wish i can pack & go, another country & not come back.

haha, actually school's fine; everything's cool
Teacher's are nice, classmates are fun;
Pals are lovable (:

2009-01-11T00:58:00.000-08:00

Everyone is doing so so so fine (:

School's tmr,
i'm here to bid goodbye.
Cos i ll be screwed by the exams in the first week'
i'm so sad now that i could cry?

i promise i'll be a good girl,
i promise i'll improve;
polish my talents, do my homework, & exercise :P

i have to quit computer.
Study? uh no?
i shall play some mobile games, listen to my new mp3s :D
& awaits tmr...

till next time, XOXO ang.
listen : Plain white T's 1234.

2009-01-08T19:54:00.000-08:00

A song from big bang,
everyone loves them right (:

hey, i have a big pimple on each side of my cheeks.
what is this?!
Cos it gets too stressful to play so much now. Ha'

& everyone should catch boys before flower(korean)
if you think jerry yan is the best dms. think again.
Oguri shun still rocks!

hmm, school's starting.
i'm still busily partying with my com.
a farewell party, maybe.

2009-01-06T22:04:00.000-08:00

how i wish i ll have a wardrobe like this one day..

by the way, i cant find my vocabulary worksheet.
Anybody with an extra copy?
i'm ready to fail my gp test, i'm ready.

i think i ve wasted my 2 months just like that,
just like a year ago.
Yet, i feel different (:

Ciaos, i ll be away for awhile.

2009-01-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

i'm told that we re having a test,
all subjects.
just kill me ok?

2009-01-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

hello audrey, i'm obviously still alive!
just trying to escape from reality by hiding under my blanket.
haha, the stack of assignments are really freaking me out.

Vacation/study break is ending, arising an intense fear in me.
homework untouched is definitely one of the reasons lol'
but there are many little things bothering me too.
Meeting friends which i hadn't met up for quite long, new teachers etc..
We had indeed went through many times this procedure, but 2009 is a turning point for me.
it is significant, i have high hopes & expectations for myself.
Not only aiming to be a good student but also a supportive friend & family.

i'm also not sure whether people are still reading my blog, but anyways i took away the links and so on. & hey, i 'm still reading all your blogs yea. i rmb them in my heart as they had become my habit (:

2009-01-02T04:08:00.000-08:00

somebody may just fall for that smile at that moment.

2008-12-31T23:19:00.000-08:00

we used to be very excited on new year eve.
this year,
my sis brought me chicken wings & i bought her a diary book.
eating while counting down (:
3,2,1.."hurray!"
Then, i suggested,"why dont we go to bed."

2008-12-30T04:12:00.000-08:00

Have you seen him?i'm supposed to finish my sis's book by today.
Havnt flipped a single page yet,was busy doing my new skin!
I got my inspiration from oguri shun.
keeping it simple yet sincere'
dedicating all my love to him x10000
what shall i say to him if i see him on the street one day?
Even if he's surrounded by 1000 girls;
i'll be glad to just take a dirty glance ((:
LOL, i'm just kidding.

ok,i shall stop acting like i'm 16 & start thinking abt what to do to that book.
i'm aunty alrdy. tmr i'm sort of like babysitting my cousin.
ee, what a nightmare.

2008-12-28T21:43:00.000-08:00

Grow up,

its supposed to be a xmas party,
it turned out to be totally casual.
we treat it like our own hse only. (more photos wif nat)

we had this thing annually; since secondary days.
its an all girls day, & i like it (:
it used to be a big grp & now to the few of us.
it feels like family now, everyone's trusted.
we share watever we want;& i like this feeling.

i used to dread the word change.
i refuse to admit, cos i hate changes.
but now; i want to change.
Change everything, change for the better.
& i'm already changing, i think.
i have a great feeling for 2009.
woo, few days more..

2008-12-17T23:46:00.000-08:00

New memory card=New Games=New songs
yay.

Was on the phone for bout an hour with sp,
that's before she went to korea.
Then, i realised i ve not seen her for quite some time.
Within a month, many things could change.
e.g. a month ago, we're enjoying singlehood. a month later, she's attached.
but some things wont change, of cus.
a month ago, i'm broke. now, still broke ):
"Chloe goh still rushing me to pay off my debt"
ok, ksp hurry come back.
Cant wait for our xmas party :D

So anyways,
I think i'm only seeing ky for my whole holiday. LOL
& we re supposed to run in the morn, & get our jab done, rmb?

2008-12-14T21:29:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming soon.
its time to do some shopping again ((:

my drawer is full of memories, full of you.

2008-12-12T02:55:00.000-08:00

we Used to be One for all, All for one.i'm loving photography.
i can choose to capture the moments i like,
& cover my flaws.

ok.
i lied about switching off my hp.
& i'm still recieving calls & smses.
argh!
Everthing goes wrong.

2008-12-11T00:20:00.000-08:00

i'm switching off my phone, signing off msn.
so that none of you can find me. oh yea.
i want to switch off my brain; like seriously.

baby niece came visiting (:

i just rmb, i got so/too many things to do. bye!

2008-12-07T18:19:00.000-08:00

audrey, thanks (:
working as a promoter in ntuc, frying sausages.
its a one day job; took over aud's place.
its not tough, but lonely.
was smsing aud all the time :D
& the bitchy aunties just wldnt leave me alone;
they kept stealing my sausages &want to boss me ard. #!%@#!%

my conclusion after working during the holidays,
ah mohs;
dislikes thumbdrives.
likes salty sausages.
have very cute & polite children.
yay, 1 step closer to marrying one.
korean babies~ not too bad either.

2008-12-05T06:40:00.000-08:00

i'm bad with my words. but i know someone out there would understand; even though i expressed myself with just a few words.

its raining non-stop.
Brought ky to the cafe where my sister works now.
Sharing ice-cream, while its raining outside.
its so peaceful that i'm glad i dragged myself out;
realising its been a long time i smelled rain.

a broken umbrella. bus stop. a long bus ride.
its all i needed now.